Feeling like I’m slipping. I’ve not yet tanked, but I can see it coming. I’m running scared because I’ve got a long list of to-do’s and though I know rationally I can handle these things, they seem overwhelming. Overwhelming to the point I want to hide. I don’t want to wake up. This photo below is of my dad, he was only three years older than I am now, and this was a couple of weeks before he died.
We both look so tired. His birthday was Dec 3, and I have recently found out a lot of conflicting things about him. What am I supposed to do, call him up and ask why he did some crappy things he did?
I’m tired.
i know today is going to be a hard day. take care of yourself – be gentle, ok? and the stuff that needs to get done? just know that you are capable, and we all take it a task at a time – celebrate those small victories. i washed the dishes yesterday. i’m contemplating a celebratory cupcake tomorrow. seriously, some days take so much effort. encourage yourself and know those that love you are rooting for you, too. and yeah, cupcakes help – or fajitas, or creamsicles, or pie, or new bath and body works, whatever feels good. you deserve to feel good, especially when you’re struggling.
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Thank you.
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