I Need Help

I NEED HELP ~ 5.10.18

So, I’m going to follow the advice I give others and be vulnerable here.

*I AM OFFICIALLY ASKING FOR HELP.*

I’m in need of encouragement from people I’ve met through my blog, as well as family and friends. I’m depressed.

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It’s bad. I’ve tried to find upbeat moments and days, and I have indeed found some. This has been an almost insurmountable feat, however. I am apathetic, totally flat. Usual things that bring me happiness, no interest. Wanting to be awake – psssh, yeah right! Having to push myself hard to go outside. Can’t settle but don’t want to move. Just have that feeling I always do when I’m bad.

I want to go home.

Where is your home? Is it the apartment or house in which you now live, or more of a fantasy? Something from a fairy tale, perhaps?