Thank you, #NBC #ThisIsUs for handling mental health issues with honesty and sensitivity.
To name a few – Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, PTSD and Medication Dilemmas .
Month: October 2018
Three Identical Strangers
I’ve just watched a documentary called Three Identical Strangers, about triplets separated at birth who found each other at the age of 19 years old.
I had no idea where the documentary was going, but it delved into nature vs nurture, and twins and triplets whose biological parents had some mental health issues, and their children studied years after. I should mention the kids were placed in completely different households – blue collar, middle income, affluent – not even knowing they had identical siblings, all within a hundred mile radius. A set of female twins were in the documentary a bit as well.
Bipolar and Schizophrenia were discussed (surprise), as well as suicide, all supposedly in the name of discovering, what is truly hereditary, what do we decide for ourselves, and – what I wonder and read about quite a bit – nature vs nurture.
You might want to check it out, but please know it’s emotional.
Cathartic, I Guess
October 25, 2018 Blog Entry ~
Just bawled for 20 mins.
Sobbed for family lost. Wept due to worries about friends. Cried because of unrelenting physical pain. Then, just let loose because of everything already mentioned and so much more. I wailed. You know what? I actually feel better. Going to listen to my @Halsey mix playlist and sleep…I hope.
Here’s to all of us who keep putting one foot in front of the other and try to do some good along the way. Share love.
#cryingisnotweak #cryingiscleansing #cathartic #endurance #strength #love #forgiveness #blessed #bipolaruninvitedblog @ Kerrville, Texas
Ice Pick Lobotomies and More
*Trigger Warning*
My husband is watching Lore, S1E2 – Echoes.
Discussing everything from heinous Bedlum asylum history, such as allowing people to pay admission to walk through and watch chained *patients* be beaten and to marvel at others’ screaming at inner demons (guess after that the attendees went and had dinner at a fabulous restaurant) to ice-pick lobotomies (took 5-10 mins) to Rosemary Kennedy (park her elsewhere; she’ll be fine).
I often think, “There but for the grace of God, go I,” and I tremble a bit while feeling the tiny hairs on the back of my neck stand up, wondering if in sixty years, people will read about things done to me, things done to my son, and use the word barbaric.
God help and bless us, gang. Let’s discuss when/if we wish. Let’s take care of each other. Let’s take care of ourselves. 💙🙏💛✌
Friday Funnies
We gotta laugh, or else we’ll cry.
Shout Outs and High Fives
Just a Shout Out to everybody putting one foot in front of the other.
✌✌✌💛💛💛🙏🙏🙏
Just Catching Up
BLOG ENTRY 10.15.18
JUST CATCHING UP ~
Not doing well, guys, but wanted to check in and ask how y’all are doing.
Me, I’m struggling physically, even moreso than usual, and it’s beating me up emotionally.
However, I see a Neurologist on Wednesday. Maybe that will help. Seeing my Psychiatrist the following week. And I’m forcing myself to continue stretching and strengthening exercises. Sleeping a ton, though, because I’m in so much pain. Have hardly any energy. Definitely going to request new blood work.
Anyway, how are you guys doing?
Let’s continue helping each other and taking care of ourselves, even if that requires a new specialist every once in a while, followed by a relaxing massage.
World MH Day
Mental Health IS Medical Health. Just because mental health, and many chronic illnesses and autoimmune disorders for that matter, cannot be seen, doesn’t mean they don’t exist.
Let’s take care of ourselves and each other. Let’s share our stories with others. Let’s insist on being treated for medical issues that can and *cannot* be seen.
Self Image
The toll Bipolar and Anxiety can take. Self image. What I see in the mirror.
Shout Out
Blog entry ~ 10.7.18
Sincere and honest shout-outs, thanks and love sent to those of you who involve yourself in my life, and allow me to be a part of yours. No matter the distance, the circumstances or the past. No matter if you are also depressed or anxious.
You, like me, care enough to check in with a friend or family member. This is one of the most important and loving things we can do for each other.
