Domino Effect Part Two ~ 10.6.18
Misreading cues. Assuming. Arguing. Anger. Yelling. Escalation. Pushing. Destruction. Hitting. Violence. Crashing. Crying. Cutting. Pill-Swallowing. Hospital. Home.
Two Sons ~ 9.10.18 ~ blog entry
I have two sons.
One who loves me, treats me adoringly, helps me in any way he can, is creative, helps his friends, extends kindness to *misfits* at school, and is all around loveable.
I have another son who has black eyes, misreads and misunderstands things you say, becomes loud, belligerent and cruel, and is not only emotionally abusive, but physically abusive as well.
Unfortunately, both of my sons live in ONE human body. He has Bipolar, and he faces these awful hardships brought with it.
Even sadder, he inherited this from me.
Between our two human bodies, reside four people. I’m glad that we are strong enough to know that when it all settles, we love each other very much and are trying our best.
But my gosh, what a heartbreaking challenge. Within two days, each of us have expressed wanting to be done with Bipolar, done with this world. (I didn’t say that in front of him, of course.)
However, imagine your child coming to you and saying that he feels so awful and hopeless, that mom better take his medication into her room for the night because he is considering swallowing all of them.
So, tomorrow we set out for more help. On this day in particular, World Suicide Prevention Day, I found it important to share our story.
Love yourselves and each other. Take care of yourselves and each other. 🎗🙏💛✌
Watch or Avoid – Psych Suspense Dilemma ~ 6.30.18
I am curious if you guys with mental health issues (or if you have a family member or friend struggling) have to be careful watching psychological suspense?
I’m so intrigued by the trailer for the film Unsane. But I just never know if what I want to watch will be a great film for thought, processing and discussion, or just send me right over the edge.
Therefore, I usually avoid watching movies like this.
What about y’all?
Number One is bound to push a few buttons.
My thoughts on the first item listed in the blog link attached? I think it’s a slippery slope. Yes, these behaviors and actions can occur, but we don’t want misunderstandings. We’re trying to end stigma, so we must be careful.
Informative and educational article from bphope by Julie Fast about eye changes (color, shape) during euphoric mania, dysphoric mania, hypomania and depression. (It also defines those terms.) I know for myself, I’ve seen the sparkle, and conversely, the narrowing and seemingly black coloring.